boredddd

I am so bored. I have nothing to do really.

coping

I am so tired of being home. I just want to go back to school.

Anyways, this is what I have spent all of my time doing lately.

a rose barely clothed by lojodani featuring Calypso

artistic inspiration

I have found a new website: polyvore.  This site is not really a photography site, but it is incredibly inspirational and fun.

With a new roommate, things are kind of crazy.  I still want to take that outside adventure.

wowow

Wow! So much has happened in the past 2 days.  My younger sister who is now 16 will be moving in with us.  Our biological mother has once again abandoned one of her children.  I am so happy for Victoria to live here.  It will be so much better for her, but I hate that she has to leave her friends behind once again.  I also dread her having to move in the middle of a school-year during her Junior year when she is already having problems catching up.

However, I truly feel that God will watch over her and help her through all of this transitioning.  She is so much stronger than her other two sisters that I feel she will be just fine.

On another note, I am going learn Chinese.

gettin up and out

Being stuck at home all day every day can be mighty depressing for someone as social as I am.  However, I cannot complain for it is my fault that I am here.  If I had my license like a 19-year-old should, I wouldn’t be in this situation.  Well I am, and I have to learn to deal with it.  I am going to have to get up and take care of myself. I have learned that I have to take care of myself for me not for everyone around me. It’s weird but yesterday was a really good day.  Taking a candlelight bath is always relaxing and soothing.  Today, I am getting out of the house and going to a concert with the family. Hopefully Third Day will be just as soothing for me.